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[Jun. 2nd, 2005|10:27 pm] |
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yes...I found this very important to post. |
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[Jun. 1st, 2005|12:51 am] |
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*rawr*
Scary isn't it.(the new background and such) *big toothless smile*. Here are some sligghhtttly new pictures. From prom in the auditorium next to our new set that we had. BTW prom was fun and the show went grrrreeaattt.^,^.
ohhh yeah *wink* hot legs..lmao..and TEETH!!!
I loved my shoes. Anyone like the outfit?...thigh-high fishnets!!! w00t!!!
well thats all I feel like typing...if you know me you know about the accident I had so I don't feel a need to explain it to where all the world can read it. If you don't know and you wanna know then ask me. HAVE FUNNNN!!! je t'aime special sihkling. and evan is my heo!!!!!!!&^$#!*&
Love always,
< MuNkY 333 |
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[Mar. 14th, 2005|07:29 pm] |
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There are some uhh...updated pictures?....
Most of em are pretty old. The black haired ones are the newer ones.
I know...I look like shit...limmie alone. *blush*.
Most are taken by Bryan. He loves his camera,haha.
anyways i'm not in a very good mood so I am gonna go...
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[Mar. 1st, 2005|03:41 pm] |
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Today just so happens to be my Mummy's Birthday!!!
YAY MUMMY!!!
So many things piled ontop of one another...
My brothers birthday was last week,so was my dads....my parents had their anniversary....
play stuff is happing...prom is on my birthday....then the show the weekend afterwards..and the weekend after that as well.
Concert this weekend(Astrid Haven)....RLD thing next weekend...
spring break is soon end of march I think....and we have the 14th off of school as well...
w00t.
Gonna go now...adios!!!
-rainbow
(Je t'aime muther fucker) *wink*
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[Mar. 1st, 2005|09:51 am] |
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"IF YOU WANT MY BODY AND YOU THINK I'M SEXY COME ON BABY LET ME KNOW.."
LMMFAO!!!
yay...haha. Today class doesn't start until 10...so I have even more free time. Alas I need to go to spark notes...haha.
Love Always and Forever!...
-Rainbow...
-Lesbians....in albemarle....LIMMIE SHEE!!!- |
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[Feb. 28th, 2005|08:06 am] |
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Man I miss them already. I hate weekends because I love them so much,hehehe. We have to do the News Broadcast today,joy of joys...Completely N0T ready...damn. I had a very interesting weekend. Stayed gone practically the whole time. My mum is being a bitch today. I really just wanna move out...but I don't know where I would go and how I would get every where.I am not eating today...mere lack of wanting to and no money. *blech* God I miss them. I either hang out with them too much or they are just super important....something....cause it is like an addiction,haha. I really really want more sleep. ~_~...meh. " I want you to want me, I need you to need me, I love you to Love me..." I get some of the weirdest things stuck in my head at the oddest times. " WHEN I THINK ABOUT YOU I TOUCH MYSELF, OHHHWHOA!" I am not sure if we have rehearsals today or not. I hope so...I don't want to go home and be alone. I can not Wait for this weekend!!! I get to go to the Astrid Haven concert!!! So far the people that I think are going are : Dick, Hippie, Alex, Dirty, Sean, Kyle, JR, Bryan, and Bobby. *happy face* I wish I wish I wish it would start snowing right NOW....and then go home and go see JR and Bryan. It looks like snow....wether or not it does...well...I doubt it. But yeah I guess I will go work on the News Broadcast now just in case Tucker is here and we do have to go. Gah. *Je t'aime beaucoup!!!*
-rainbow
-Chopsticks......in librarians mouth... LIMMIE SHEE!!!- |
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[Feb. 15th, 2005|07:28 pm] |
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Happy Late Valentine's Day!!! |
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[Feb. 11th, 2005|04:05 pm] |
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....and the confusion has set in....
....the mind boggling sadness....
....the upset stomach....
....the nervousness....
....the loss of words....
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[Feb. 2nd, 2005|08:24 am] |
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Okay so wow. I am at school right now and I am really tired and really bored. I miss hanging out with the people that I used to. I miss Sean and Kyle and well at the moment maybe just Sean. Because we never talk at all anymore and it makes me sad. ANd I just got done reading in hs LJ and it made me think about him.lol. I still have the fun dip ^_~ lol.I have been hanging out with Bryan and JR alooott.^_^ they make me happy. And along with those two I sometimes also get to see Dirty, Jason, Moi Sexty Beast, Aaron, Dale,and others.
I left my monkey at Bryans house.*sad face* (my monkey beanie) But yeah I left it there last night....but I didn't realize til this morning on the bus...heh.
We watched a great movie last night. Harold and Kumar go to White Castle. lmao. It made me happy.
This is my first time being at school this early in awhile. I don't really like coming early as much anymore. Seems like whenever I stopped coming everyone split up. Paige is just completely gone it seems...I miss her. Hippie and his girlfriend are always together...I didn't see DIck at all this morning. And I hung out with Dwayne....my boyfriend *cough*cough*wink*wink*....lmao...and Brandon...the other one. And my Brandon was down there but he is all different now. LIKE he barely talks to me if at all. And I miss him too. Its like he doesn't really want me there or something.Like he thought I abandoned him and yet he is abandoning me. wtf. And it is too cold for the circle lol...first year I have ever skipped out on going to the circle and sit at the steps in the morning. DOn't get me wrong tho I had fun this morning AManda came over there and me and her were cracking each other up...lmao... "Granny! I didn't know you were there.." hehehe. So yeah. lol. n_n wee...? MAybe I have just changed? Or I have gotten to used to sleeping in the morning. Alas I have no idea.
I am tired....tired in more ways than one tho. I am just plain tired. And I am tired of a bunch of other things.
I wish I knew how to think straight. Make up my mind. For the love of god something on those lines.
I am tired of being single...yet my problem is.. well... commitment. I guess. I am about positive of what I want. Its just...I have a hard time making up my mind...Or maybe it just isn't what I truely want...so therfore I can't make up my mind for the thought that I might hurt someone in the process of my indecisiveness. Or maybe I should just leave it at it might not be something I truely want...
OR maybe I just need to stop thinking all together?
yeah that would be for the good of all....stop thinking....just go with the flow?...gah...I need feedback on this.
I know I want something but in a way I am obligated to something else. Which I am not sure if I want to be obligated to or not. What if I decide I don't and then later realize I do and then am stuck? Or what if I decide to go with it all and then miss out on something I really do/did(?) want? Or maybe end up hurting them?...gah.
I deserve to be single and not be in a relationship of any sort.ever. I think thats why I have been single for so long perhaps?...yes I know it is. I keep myself from any thought of being happy for meer fact that I don't want to make the wrong decision and hurt someone in the process or down the road. I would hate to end up dating one of the most wonderful people that I know and then doing something...anything to hurt them....yet that qualifys half or all of the guys that I do know. They are all so wonderful.
soooo I am doomed to be single?...unless I take a chance.
I'm not worth dating. I really and truely am not worth it.
But I want it. But everytime I have gotten close to it and to being happy with it...by knowing that I wan tit and nothing else...something happens. Something fucks up and ruins everything. And then I end up alone and hurt. So maybe I just think it better to stay single and no go threw the risk of that again?
yes.
that is my ultimate problem.
I don't want to get hurt...and I don't want to hurt anyone...
Sorry for the self-evaluation...I will more than likely come back and delete this...
If I remember...lol.
GAH...so quite in here.
I would go play my gameboy some more...but I have gotten to this one level that I just can't beat for anything. It sucks, lol.
You know I accidently missed my Sociology class yesterday...heh my mum set the clock for 6 pm by mistake so she woke me up at 730....when my class starts. So I went and called and then went back to bed. Which is oaky with me cause I needed the sleep. But I felt bad because of Austin I hoped he didn't wait on me long...(which he didn't...lol...thankfully). But yeah I talked to my Lov and it seems that I missed alot.>_<. damnit. We took a test/quiz thing and we watched a movie and we took notes and we have a paper due well tomorrow and we have to incorrporate the text into it. SO yeah...I need to copy Lov's notes and then write that piece tonight. W00t W00t....O_o. OH! and Holy shit...that drama project....class came in here I might have to leave...I have no idea. But yeah the project....we never got it filmed...and it was due last friday. I despise my group...lol....not really but they still suck haha. AND I wen tto the talent show last thursday. Twas fabulous. yay. I stole Bryan and made him come with me. Me and Lov were gonna film that day but we weren't able to..cause the damn battery was dead...so yeah we took it back to Josh at school and then me and Bryan sat at Yuri's house and Lov went and changed then came back and got us and we waited for Steven and then we all went to the show. Paige got to meet Brayn...but she didn't talk much...It was alot of fun tho. Adam and his band were by far my fav with their ACDC covers.
Wonderful.
Well maybe I should go now?.....bah.
ONLY 9:05....damnit..
25 more min and then to French!....heh...so I get to sleep!...I am still pissed at mario...can't beat that damn level..oOOo....I have an idea....maybe I can...*ponders*.
Kyle wants me to go to a concert this weekend....I have to try to find a ride...or soemthing on those lines. I'll ask Dick if he would like to go.
I need to re-dye my hair. I made JR pick when I was going to...he said next tuesday....so next tuesday it is. It will be black...I have never been black haired before....so yeah interesting. The only thing I don't like about it is that everyone is dyeing their hair black here lately so yeah sucky there...but I need a natural color and I am not really willing to go brown again.
Wowza....I typed alot. alot of nothing.
I went to sleep basically after watching Sabrina last night....the ones where sehe is in college so I have the music to that stuck in my head...and it isn't very fun...lol. I love having Digital Cable in my room. I loovvveeee toon disney and the N and fuse and I really love love love nicktoons. JR makes fun of me...he says everytime he comes over my channel seems to be on cartoons of some sort.lol. I love cartoon network too...alas I have gotten back into watching tv again...somewhat...I like watching it before I go to bed.lol. I make me something to eat and I go in there and watch tv and sometimes do homework...like I will be doing tonight...and then go to bed when I get tired. But amazingly I have self control now....hehe. Cause sometimes I don't turn the tv on cause I know I need to go to bed....lmao...yay me...*rolls eyes*.
I cleaned my room at four in the morning last weekend. JR had been over and I showed him my costumes that I had in my closet and such...and yeah half of my room was messy and it was bothering me...so I cleaned it up before I went to bed....lmao....I am ssuuccchhh a loser now. Well I mean I was one before but now it is worse cause my mum turned me into a clean freak as well. Damn you woman! *rasies fist in the air and screams*...nah....I love meh mummy.
Gah I really don't like the computer chairs in here...
I am worried about what play we might be doing this spring...I am about positive it will be a musical....Bye Bye Birdie.
I can't sing.
Or at least I don't sing in front of people for meer fact that I am afraid that I can't...heh.
IT IS SUPPOSED TO SNOW THIS WEEKEND...HA!
I really dunno if it will or not. I personaly don't expect it to. But maybe I will be wrong...
the clouds look like it to an extent.
I wish there was AIM on this damn computer....not that anyone would be on...but it would give me something else to play with. *sigh*
n_n
I am gone to check the Astrid Haven board to see if anything interesting is on there.lol.
*madd crazy love*
*viva la arc-en-ciels!!!*
ciao,
<333333333333333333333333333
*rainbow*brite* |
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